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2012 Pledge

2012-01-08T14:08:00.002+08:00

My 2012 Pledge...spend more time on charity work & be selfless.

Under Utilised

2011-12-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

Last year about this time, my close fren & I counted the number of post v have in Blogspot...but this year.. i think my blog is totally under utilised or i would say less productive...That doesnt mean i've not done much though.

I did quite a bit here & there on travelling....most of the time spent at work. Explored some possibilities for next year & eagerly moving forward to see new things ahead.

I guess that pretty much summarized my 2011.God is great, good friends still stood up for me in most things I believed in. Oya! Groupon...thanks! It makes quite a number of splendid occasions with my family & frens.

2012...Please come...I'm Ready! ^_^

Steps Slideshow

2011-10-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

Steps Slideshow Slideshow: TripAdvisor™ TripWow ★ Steps Slideshow Slideshow ★ to Oxford, Japan and Hat Yai. Stunning free travel slideshows on TripAdvisor

Hmm....has been awhile

2011-08-17T08:52:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile for me to log into blogger....I struggled quite a bit on the settings when i was trying to add in new link on my page. jeeeeeeeeezzzzz....my usage in blogger really rusting. Piak!

Taiwan

2011-05-29T12:47:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of myself in Taiwan again for the 4th Time....is that a sign????? lol.

Giant Flip Flop

2011-04-26T12:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday evening, i drove home & dragged myself back to my unit. I fell asleep on the sofa immediately I got home...and then...started dreaming. (ha!)

I was walking by a row of street where the smell of fresh baked bread from the nearby Gourmet filled the air. Just as when i was enjoying myself with the relaxing & beautiful weather, a big bulldog came chasing after me. I ran, ironically my pair of sport shoes turned into a Giant flip flop. I couldnt control but tumbled and fell flat on the road with one hand on cow dung.

The bell from the church infront of me rang...I got up & realised it was just a dream. I started laughing coz I was on the floor next to the sofa.

For the First Time

2011-04-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

For the first time, today I told my boss : "Pls dont raise your voice, it will not help us solve the problem. It will demotivates us & difficult for me to continue support you on the work."

Ironically, he lowered down his voice & listen instead of yelling infront us. First time, I felt that I've EQ & put in good use. ;p

Quantity Surveyor

2011-03-29T21:39:00.003+08:00

When I first gotten the job in Gamuda, I roughly understand what a Quantity Surveyor should be studying and work; but I wasn't sure I'll like it for a life time career..at that point of time i was desperate getting the sponsorship as my parents were not able to support my studies.

Well if u asked me now...what is QS nature of work?? haha...just make thing simple to understand, a QS is mix breed between an Engineer, an Accountant and a Contract officer. Funny? haha...is true.

Often ppl asked, so what u working as?? i jokingly answered : "Leong Dei Kun". There's a Cantonese direct translation for this "measuring the floor", basically means doing nothing..hah! Not for my case though...is the total opposite of that, I measures everything from below ground to the very top of the structure. A nail, one piece of brick to tonnes of steel.

Well...to be honest, have i regretted taking this as a profession? Some part of me yes. If only I get to do the course i wanted to when i finished SPM. If only I don't have to be so tired everyday when i gets home from work and many more "if only"... ;p

But looking back on the years I've spent working as QS, never deny there are times i felt the satisfaction too. The time when i gets good incentive from early completion of the project and the acknowledgment of my experience from others.

Nway, cut the crap..this coming April mark the 15th year of me working in this industry. Waoh, I sounds old... I could have getting my 15yrs service awards this year if I'm still in Gamuda...hahaha..I'm kinda curious will there be another 15years down the road for me doing the same thing, or is there a chance out there for me to change my path...Looking forward to it.

Dealing at work

2011-03-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

Alden once told me, "to do PHD research, a person requires to believe in ONE thing throughout 3yrs"...I guess its a journey testing a person patient, persistence and believe. I'm bringing this up is not because i'm planning for one...but somehow it relates to what i'm facing now.

I've been assigned to a project dealing with Korean company since last September (no offense, i'm not saying I dislike Koreans). The physical completion of the project will be ending next month but i'm still struggle getting back the money from them.

Reason?? TONNES OF IT!!!
Each time I attends a meeting for finalising dollars & cents, they will come out with new excuses or accusing us claiming them unnecessarily. Often they used harsh words and swearing with our "mother" especially when they have the status and look down on female character. To make the situation worse, they manipulate from time to time on documents, words, letters & agreements given to us. It does pissed me off....coz its indirectly thrown all my preparation & efforts down the drain...exaggerate further.....DEEP SEA.

There are times I felt helpless. Questions like "am i capable??" "am i confident what i've done??" "how do bosses think of me?? despite many meetings i've attended yet result is not there..." "how long more can i hold on to it?"

Well, i'm not going to sound pathetic here....but i sort of figured out one thing lately, is either i successfully get through it or let go of it and i dont achieve anything at all. I just have to hang on a little while and find solution to it.

Perhaps a little pat on my shoulder as a sign of encouragement?? A bonus as reward?? A 2wks holiday which was promised by my boss after i settle with the Koreans?? Personal satisfaction maybe?? I guess this will keep me going until the end of process.

Enough of babbling...tired..G'nite.

Patient, Persistent and Believe.

Mother Mary???

2011-03-14T10:26:00.002+08:00

10:20am - working infront of my office desk....i smell strong rose essense. did a quick check around my place, none spraying perfume....hmm...Mother Mary dropped by to say hello??

^_^

....So what will you do with your tin??

2011-03-06T20:30:00.004+08:00

As i unwrapped the Quality Street chocolate, i saw the bottom of the tin says : "....So what will you do with your tin??? " (followed by...visit www.qualitystreet.co.uk for more great ideas)

haha...i was thinking, y not check it out...hmm...interesting to see how to recycle from the outer tin until the very bit of the inner wrapper...(haha...minus the chocolate which will melt inside the mouth)

check this link : It even tells a little story about the chocolate packaging revolution (should i use this word?? appropriate???) from glass jar to tin.

A simple catchy line on the packaging & a web link on some ideas....i think it sure gives some plus point if the m'sian F&B packaging does the same to promote & help the environment... ^_^

At this very moment

2011-03-02T19:38:00.001+08:00

Just as i'm sitting infront of my office desk working....i'm missing s'one.

hmmmmmm......

Interesting People

2011-01-08T15:53:00.004+08:00

Its always makes office a fun place when you have colleagues from different countries. Ppl share their experiences, their backgrounds & believes whenever there's a time for tea.

I've two quite buddy Iranian friend in the office, both occasionally shared their stories during days back in Iran. Just like yesterday, we were talking bout war during lunch. Two of them looks a bit disturbed during the conversation. Apparently, two of them witnessed war when they were young.

This is what they recalled...

Friend A : "u know, their used to be a army airport behind my primary school. It was Iraq & Iran war.. one day during the class, the airport was bombed. The glass window of the classroom just shattered & out of sudden everything was in a mess." "best part, the teacher ran away without checking our safety. I've to rush out from school & ran home myself. It was scary..."

Friend B : "My dad used to be in army force, most of the time we have to seperate from him & worry bout his safety until we moved to Teran. It was a tough time, my mum has to take care of me & my two younger brothers. Everytime the siren sound, she will drag us into the underground tunnel to hide. sometimes 20mins, sometimes even longer" "I've seen dead ppl lying infront of me, it was sad."

I've seen documentary about war, heard my popo & elderly ppl talking bout war during the 40's. It takes a lot of courage to talk about it & often see the sadness in their eyes....Same goes to these two friends of mine...I guess this is something we cant imagine how difficult it was for them to let things behind & move forwards. That makes them more humble & treasure what they have now.

Perhaps we dont need to witness war like what they have seen & learn how to be humble, but through these ppl we should learn how to love and honor of what God has given to us.

2011 Running Calendar

2011-01-07T09:47:00.002+08:00

Hmm....how to begin this....I noticed the registration fee for running events in M'sia is getting more expensive over the years. As a comparison - I registered for one in year 2008, it only cost RM30 (the most), and today one annual race will cost easily RM 50 & above.

Well, I can't complaint much. These figures are not simply added up for the sake of "following the trend, ppl increase...v do the same".

Organising a run is not as simple as ABC, which I personally got involved in some of the small scale race organised by our own running group. It requires alot of coordination & logistic planning. I know some ppl might think "what's gonna do with the RM50 we have paid??? Dont they already have sponsors for drinks, running vest & goodies???"

The truth is, a part from all these freebies they get....somehow fund is needed to cover things such as meals for volunteers, medals, prizes, rental for event venue, advertisement, local authorities fees charges for road closure & safety....and the list goes on.

So, what's my proactive action then??? I'm keen to run....yet the fee is eating up what's in my pocket. I took a step back to look at the running calendar again for this year and concluded these few run in my list. (perhaps if i've a little extra, i might consider a bit more later on.)

1. Energizer Night Run (ENR)

2. Borneo Run

3. Standard Chartered KL Marathon (SCKLM)

4. Penang Bridge International Marathon (PBIM)

(further wish list i plan to achieve)

1. Gold Coast Marathon

2. Bangkok Marathon

Happy Running!! ^_^

See The Best in Everyone

2011-01-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

This morning while i was waiting at Gloria Jeans' at Kenanga, i read this article in The Sun newspaper which i find worth while to read.

It's written by Bridget Menezes (a 70+ guru)...This is how it begins...with a beautiful quote : "You Don't pursue happiness.It comes to you when you give it to others."

Happiness can be spontaneous and natural but it also requires nurturing and development. What brings happiness to many of us is the simple sharing of our lives, done with pure love.

People are always happy when they are with the ones they love, especially in the absence of conflict. Some have little material wealth but are happy. Children are good cases in point.

The quality of happiness depends on how receptive we are internally. Small things like a beautiful sunset or a child's smile can make us happy. If your happiness spills over into the lives of others and uplifts them, you can consider that true happiness.

Imagine you've been asked to speak at a special occasion in celebration of someone else's life. Get help from others. Write their virtues out to make an uplifting gift. Instil in yourself the habit of seeing the best in everyone. Focus on the positive and help others to be the best they can and you will remain happy.

When we give happiness to the world, our stock of happiness increases. It creates zeal and enthusiasm, creativity and adventures! Great work is done when we are happy.

Happiness is not in things, people or physical comforts, but it is in the mind.

Farewell 2010

2010-12-31T10:22:00.003+08:00

2010 to me is a bonus track in friendship..these ppl below are some i would like to give credits.

SLFC - Guys & Gals...u all r wonderful & caring ppl, many occasion touches my heart so much...without u guys, life in Gym must hv been a monotonous time.

Special tribute to Steven, Gan, Lea, Baby, Steph & CK...

PMR & running group - thou chances of meeting up is lesser, due to pack schedule with kids, family & work...but i'm glad the relationship remains strong as ever.

Sisters of 20yrs - Gals, v sure going to hv a nice reunion & anniversary next year,k....love u gals always.

Those in overseas - Alden, Huey Ling, Ray, Kevin, Noris & many more...u know who u r...haha. Grateful that u guys still r'ber me whenever u guys r back for short stay.

As i'm writing this & bidding farewell to 2010. I wish u guys well & be happy always. Love u guys.

What is ahead for me in 2011? haha..10yrs anniversary, 20yrs anniversary....and 1st surprise, 8th January 2011.

Disney Christmas Song

2010-12-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

This is such a cute christmas medley....cant wait for christmas. ^_^

I'm tired

2010-12-02T18:11:00.002+08:00

I'm tired...

Christmas Present

2010-11-27T09:06:00.000+08:00

hmm....what can you get for a christmas present with the price of RM30???

New Home....

2010-11-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

I've officially moved in to my new apartment since last week. Is kinda excited & sad at the same time.

Excited part - I finally have a place of my own called "Home" where i dont have to worry when people will asked me to leave & ended up on the street. I can decor my place the way i wanted, my little library & etc.

Sad Part - I have to say good bye to a place i've stayed for 8years. A place where I've had so many good memories.

New Blog

2010-10-27T11:44:00.003+08:00

I started a new blog yesterday with a friend about cooking...haha.

find out more in SI KiTc

Neither This nor That

2010-10-21T12:52:00.003+08:00

I had a conversation the other day over the phone...interesting. Both of us ended up in a bet on something...ironically, i hope i'll lose in this bet coz it means he pass. I'll be more happy than me winning the bet eventhough i've to spend for the meals as a result...haha.

Sometimes is not about winning, rather is an encouragement for us to move forward. Sprinkler a little of joy & excitement within the serious stuff we are doing will put away some of our worries & stress...isnt it? ;p

Want to know who wins in the end? stay tune...haha

Approaching 2011

2010-10-14T12:16:00.002+08:00

Entered 4th Quarter of year...planning for 2011...feel like settling down & starts a family..will i get my lady luck nxt year??? i wonder, cause is harder than planning a trip or find a new job...haha

2010...yet to end...but the months passed were eventful....sometimes things happened too fast till i've no time to digest. Just when i thought life can be just like that, somehow a bunch of new ppl filled in the gaps & push me to try out many new things. of course the old ones still staying strong.

Followed by that....job, i changed 3 companies...& it got better...this one i've currently...a company trip was planned even before i joined....i ended up 7days in Taiwan with ppl i barely know. ;p just hope i can stay foot for long in this one.

what else? hmm...to be continue....haha.

Thank God for all these...u heard my prayers.

A House is Not a Home - Dusty Springfield & Burt Bacharach

2010-10-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

Love this Song, is so meaningful...

Eventful August & New Beginning for September

2010-09-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

I finally broke the chain of updating my blog once a month..technically dont hv time to structure my sentences.

I guess, August to me was an emotional month...in short 4+1 farewells...but good things came along the way too...i'm coping them well.

blame it to Facebook...hahaha...nah, just joking. will blog out more soon.

Instructor, Mentor & A Great Friend

2010-07-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

I remember the first time I stepped into his class was back in early 2009. My 1^st class was a disaster…haha. I hardly can follow the moves.

But then I kept going back since then, thanks to his charmingly patient and guidance make those classes interesting & full of dramas. His favourites lines in class.. “Tiga, dua, satu…”, “from the top”, “what do we say?” hahaha

Our friendship did not starts immediately..It was nothing more than hi & bye. Slowly we started talking about running & gym. The funny part was, somehow the topics just about that for almost a year, until one “fine” day after CNY, I fell and twisted my ankle in the class.

Being a responsible instructor, he managed to get my contact to check on my recovery status from the fall. I still remember one of the messages was: “report, report…ur leg pain from 1-9, which level?”...hahaha. That was how it lasted for another month until I get back to class.

We constantly chat on MSN & on the phone most days apart from classes together with Rinaz. Eventually outings were arranged practically every week while the group gets bigger.

Well….after such a long introduction, I’ve yet name this person…He’s an instructor, a mentor & a great friend – Steven Lim. If you don’t know him, you might think he’s not easy to approach. In actual fact, it was the opposite of the common misperception by others. Hah!

Hmm…to me, this is how I describe about him. A great instructor yet sometimes go a bit over the top on some combos when he’s too excited in the class (hahaha…admit it) ;p A great friend whom I can talk almost everything yet no cynicism view among us. Often likes to make practical jokes yet sensitive towards other’s feeling. A person who likes to have fun yet can’t resist an afternoon nap whenever he gets a chance to do so…haha.

Now that he’s leaving for Australia to starts a new phase of his life, the gang & I surely will miss this good friend. We know friendship doesn’t end here even though he has redirected his path. May the Lord give him the courage & strength to overcome all the doubts, fears & obstacles that comes. Take care my friend. ^_^

2nd Attempt in SCKLM (2010)

2010-06-30T12:06:00.003+08:00

In March, i decided to sign up for 21km again in SCKLM. It was an impromptu decision, in mind was telling myself : "well, i did last year...why not doing it again!" That was it...didnt think much after registration and started training only around mid May. (haha..that's also I didnt manage to hit the millage during training)..But thanks to a group of friends pulling me week after week to train with them at Desa Park City.

Race day..with a lazy body & sleepy head..i dragged myself up for the run. It was raining heavily a long the way to the city. Darn! i was saying to myself : "running in the rain?" Haha...i guess God probably heard what i've said. The rain stopped just at the time i reached Dataran Merdeka.

6:00am - Getting ready, saw Little Khoo, Pat, Dr Siew & few others at the starting line.

6:15am - Flag Off...After saying good luck to Lea, Steven & Mark...we went off with our own speed. First 5km, weather was cooling...kinda easy to keep my pace even though have to keep an eye on potholes as we have to run through some road construction near KL Sentral.

7:13am - Somewhere in between 6km - 7km marker. Traffic control in Loke Yew a bit disappointed. At one occasion, cars were behind & next to me while i was running. (So dangerous!) Anyway, both knees started to pain. Thank God, i applied deep heat before the run..i didnt feel that much pain as expected. Sufficient water to keep me from dehydration.

8:10am : KM11.5....i told myself : "halfway done! yes!"....wondering if some of my friends already reached the finishing line. Dont care...continue running. Had a banana from the water station & some water..continue running. Saw a veteran guy at the edge of the road semi-conscious while the st. johns busy attending to him.

8:50am : KM15...I was tired, thought of continue walking instead of run but my legs wobbled the minute i started walking....no choice, forced myself to continue running to keep the body balance...haha! This time round, i mumbled to myself : " i did 34km by walking, i can do 21km of running too...dont stop!"

9:30am : Final 1km...i can see more crowd infront of me now as approaching to Sogo area. I caught up with Jennifer & Kei Meng (both did their full marathon)....Tried my best to pace with them before they speed off towards the last 100m. It was fun! Saw frens like Keat Seong, Houn, Gary, gym frens & the regulars already done with their run. Praise God that i was back in one piece...really feels good.

Best of all...No power gel, just purely water, 100plus & one banana,i did few minutes better than last year. Though exceeded 3hrs, I dont mind coz i've completed my run. ^_^

What I did over the weekend

2010-06-21T15:12:00.009+08:00

Another great weekend has ended...potluck with a group of great people& a fun experience in J&J amazing explore hunt.

Saturday...Potluck. It was initiated by Steven to have potluck at his place..It was a great night. We cook, we eat & had game session.

Frenmily Portrait

win,loose or draw time

me & my mayonaiseinei pie..haha

The dishes

Sunday...J&J Amazing Explore Hunt. A crazy day...driving & running around under the hot sun. Not only to answer the questions along the way, we have to perform tasks such as Paint ball, climbing up KL tower, picture hunt, walking hunt, underwater puzzle, transferring maggots with mouth & searching pebbles in a tank of snakes at certain pit stops.

Four of us formed a team (Steven, Gan, Mark & i)...even though we were exhausted after 10hrs of torturing, all ends well...we managed to get 10th placing among the 94teams.

Oya, i saw familiar faces there too...ppl from gym...few from running - Pueh Tian, Amelia & few others.

The Four Blind Mice - not that blind afterall...haha

Final task (1) - transferring atleast 85g of maggot to d weighing bowl

Final task (2) - look for 10 pebbles inside the snake tank

hmm...well, awesome weekend.. ^_^

The Lucky 13

2010-05-25T15:07:00.006+08:00

A Bunch of ppl from different walk of life...met each other in pit stop called "Fitness First" for the same reason attending Steven's class & stay healthy while having fun.

Friendship blossom ever since then & one could see us together most days in the gym or outing. Is crazy, is funny yet care for each other. No commitment, no big promises...yet allowing each other to interact freely in the group.

These are the lucky 13 i'm talking about...

Wise Dragon - Rick Gan...Wise, Cool & gentle. like a big brother taking care of us. willingly host us all the time in his cozy place.

Bla Bla Black Sheep - Steven Lim...Energetic, fun to be with & like a "big not enough" as Gan said sometimes. Yet, he's a great instructor who cares bout all our needs in workout.

Baby Dragon - Steven Yong..Youngest among us...mature, easy going yet make one feel like pampering him s'times.

Featherless Chicken - Mark....Timid, mysterious & accommodating. sometimes gave us surprises v can never imagine.

Purple Dog - Stephanie....Pretty, friendly & caring...among the 4 girls, she's the most lady like person. while everyone wearing sport shoe or sandals during wkends, that the time she wears her heels.

Witty Monkey - Rinaz.... Out of the norm..a malay who seems like a chinese. She blend well with us. Sporting & fun loving person.

Handsome Doggy - Ricky...Imported from Philippines. Handsome, gentlemen & a person with little words. Yet his phrases in FB status always makes us ponder on things. A good writer.

Flying Pig - CK Yap....Cute, adorable & funny person u can never imagine. He's charm us with his jokes like Mr Bean. one will never feel bored with him around.

Moo Moo Cow - Arif Edwin Wong - A person who believed in One malaysia...insisted his name with 3 languages in it. Caring & likes celebrations.

Dr Pig - Michael - A doctor who spend most his time rescuing human in the hospital, yet get connected with us via Iphone each day. when without his Dr Cloak, he's just a young man who likes to gather & surprised me with his interest in going for Musical.

Jabar queen - Lea - A girl who can mix around easily with any of us. laugh alot most time...yet her blur blur mind sometimes makes her a cute person.

She-bangs - Terence - A quiet person with hidden talents. Accommodating & soft spoken person. last but not least....

The evil Horse - Irene (me), need not tell...haha...coz is my blog.

Thank you guys...with love & hugs.

Wish List to be added in my book collections

2010-04-29T16:55:00.002+08:00

While window shopping in Borders yesterday...found these..now in my pending list.. ;p There's also Alexendra Potter books i'm putting in the list as well.

Updates

2010-04-23T11:41:00.003+08:00

I've not been able to write much lately...hmm...partly is because Facebook is too easy for me to shout out & to post photos. Apparently the main reason is that i've been doing many things all together until i noticed that time isnt sufficient for me to do other stuff.

First to begin, I've tendered my resignation letter. Noticed that i've only a month to decide if i want to continue staying in construction line or venture full time in piano teaching. I've started applying jobs as well doing training under a music school now..money is an issue for me as i've commitments need to be taken care off.

Well, gym..haha...now gym is my hang out place most of the time...hahaha..I cant believe that i'm a gym freak nowadays. 5 days a wk apart from days where i need to teach piano & running. I guess what really motivates me is that i loose quite some weight ever since i joined, i've a good instructor in few different classes & a group of very close buddies. Apart from that, it's also a place where i can get rid of whatever unnecessary stress in me.(psst..i've new aim...to loose another 10kgs in 3mths....okok.. abit ambitious..maybe 5kgs)

What else, love life?? haha...that's the biggest empty part of my life which i need to fill up...but currently...luck isnt at my side i guess. But i'm still having hope that one day it will come. Someone who can accept me as who i am.

Oya, my new place....is about time to pick up the keys from the developer. I'm busy planning on things which i need to move over & what are the things need to be done. Positive date to move over? Depends, tentatively somewhere 3rd quarter of the year i guess.

Can u read this?

2010-04-07T09:05:00.005+08:00

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed tihs psas it on !!

Creativity in Contest Rules & Regulations...

2010-03-01T09:22:00.003+08:00

Recently I joined a contest run by Lonely Planet..while reading the rules & regulations, i found this particular paragraph quite amusing & creative...please read the the lines in pink. ^_^

To enter you must submit your name, email address, and country of residence plus upload a photo that you have taken yourself of your travels, a description of the photo and the location in which the photo was taken via the promotional website at lonelyplanet.com/win. You don’t have to buy anything to enter. You can enter between 12:01pm AEST on 29th January 2010 and 12:01pm AEST on 28th July 2010. You can enter as many times as you like, however only one of your entries may be selected as a finalist (that means you will only be eligible to win one of the Nokia handsets in the prize description below). Your entry is received at the time Lonely Planet receives it. If your dog eats your entry, it’s not Lonely Planet’s fault. If your entry gets lost in cyberspace or doesn’t arrive for any other reason, that’s not Lonely Planet’s fault either.

Turned a year Older..

2010-02-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

I just want to say thanks to many people that gave me birthday wishes via mails, calls, sms & FB. Really touched to see all these wishes. ^_^

This year it falls on same day as Ash Wednesday, I felt blessed. Some may think "oh no! i'm getting older"...but for me "oh! i've earned another year!" ;p It's gonna be another good year ahead regardless what i'm planning 365days down the road. Maybe along the way waste a bit to be lazy on the couch...but is ok...haha

I've cut 3 cakes, gotten chances of 3 to make wishes....haha...hope it makes the one wish i've in mind a powerful one instead of being greedy & make 3 different wishes.

hmm...lost of words to write further...probably because had long journey back from home town & tired. Thanks again dear all & may the Lord bless u.

So Far Away - Amici Forever

2010-02-11T14:12:00.001+08:00

The song that has been reciting in my head for the past 3days....a simple, meaningful & very beautiful song... ^_^

There's a land
That gave me life
That made me free
That made me proud
And someday
I will return
Home to the land
Of the long white cloud

Where is home?
I hear you say
So far away
So far away

I hear your voice from afar
It haunts me wherever I stay
But I must follow a star
So far away
So far away

In the song
Upon the breeze
And in the roar
Of rolling waves
Like the roots
Of ancient trees
That run so deep
In the earth I crave

Where is home?
I hear you say
So far away
So far away

I hear your voice in my heart
I miss you much more than I can say
But I must follow a star
So far away
So far away

Where is home?
I hear you say
So far away
So far away

Fried Arrowhead / Nga Ku Simple as ABC

2010-02-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

Simple as ABC...All you need to do is just...

A) Clean it, Slice it...
B) Fried it...
C) Cool it & store it...

Salt? NIL...Preservative? NIL...Taste? Original/OR Recipe...

A Lazy Afternoon...

2010-01-31T11:14:00.002+08:00

A lazy afternoon by myself....has been going places during the weekdays, decided to stay at home to do cleaning before CNY. I was hungry...so walk my way to this nearby prawn mee stall for this.

那一瞬间的感触

2010-01-25T15:32:00.002+08:00

昨天我在神的面前祈祷时，泪流了。一直以来神都很爱我，大大小小的问题他都总是依我也为我解难题。唯一的心愿至今都还未让我实现。也许他在考验我的忍耐性，还是他有另外的打算呢？

我曾经质疑过，神啊！是你不存在或是我不够努力？有一度我放弃去教堂，放弃神与我眷属的对话空间。好傻吧？^_^ 完全望了是神把我带到这个世界的。

我是个外强中干的人，从来就不喜欢把自己的不快乐让人知道。每天都装着不在意和傻大姐的心态来让身边的人不担心我。常常把欢笑带给大家来掩饰自己的寂寞。还好我是个乐观主义者，通常都会傻傻躲着哭了五分钟后就收拾心情来面对事情。下移秒会更好不是吗？

天大地大都有神来帮我撑腰，我不该轻易放弃的。也许是该更努力的去证明自己的存在性，好让身边的人认为是值得的。神，谢谢您！泪流的那一刻，我感受道你的存在了。感激你从来都不抛弃迷茫得我。谢谢你把我带回你的家。阿门。

An Evening Talk on Travel & Photography

2010-01-25T01:07:00.004+08:00

(best speaker of the evening...2nd from right)

Chun Man invited me to join her for an evening talk at Pudu several weeks ago via FB...Both of us totally forgotten about it until that very morning (14 Jan 2010). At first was quite hesitated to go as both of us were very busy at work, but I decided to dump whatever work left behind & went ahead to pick up Chun Man for the talk.

It was an interesting evening, the talk was conducted in Mandarin & English.. basically with 4 speakers shared their experiences of backpacking in Europe, China, Taiwan & few other destinations. Some with funny encounters, some with acquaintances & so forth.

They gave an overview about what to expect & how to take care of oneself when you are away in a foreign land. The talk open up & encourage participants to travel more in a freer style instead of following the conventional way going on "Tour".

We stayed back after the talk & grabbed a few copies of magazines from them. The photos taken by the club members were astonishing, especially those taken from their annual backpacking trip to Nepal & Xi Zhang. Oya, they organise trips for backpacking as well as photographing. Relatively cheap (ie. 11days to Nepal & Xi Zhang - All in is about RM3-4k)...hmm...maybe...hehe.

Anyway...check out the video..cheers! I'll going back for more talks if whenever there's a chance to do so. Have to thank Chun Man for recommended this to me. ;p

Satu Cupak

2010-01-23T20:11:00.004+08:00

^_^ Funny Title isnt it?? Hardly hear anyone saying this word..it practically means 1Cupak = 675g.

(30 Years Old Book - Front cover...after repaired)

I loan both my aunts recipe books for a month before returning back to them this coming Lunar New Year. One of it has been with my aunt for more than 30years (all hand written). As I'm scanning & translating recipe by recipe to my cooking book, i found some of the wordings in kampung malay & mandarin appeared in her book..lovely!

(The Old & The New..All Handwritten)

This 30years old book is like a treasure map, it has always been seen during new year lying in the kitchen while my aunt busy baking cookies & cooking. It contains lots of good food that i had since young & lots of childhood memories in the wooden house where i used to stay during preschool days.

Now my aunt willingly loan this book to me, i'll get to learn up most of my favorite recipes. I'm really happy over it. Atleast i know, when they are older & no longer able to cook. There's someone at home inherited their recipe & cook for the family when festive season comes.

Who knows probably one day i may have a small cafe to serve these foods...Love that thought. ;p

Temptation

2010-01-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

It has been contineously 4 mornings that there was this same worker slotting leaflet into the mailbox around my neighbourhood. One must be thinking, what so big deal about it..He might be hardworking to earn more...ha!

What makes me curious was that, these leaflets were from the same source promoting this fongsui/luck charm master claiming that he can turn you into million"aires" if you put a bet on the number he gives. Apart from that, he also have added service to arrange your house according to fongsui & makes you prosper for this year.

As for me, I just picked it up & put it to the pile of recycle papers thinking that is sort of unfriendly to the environment. But then, how many people will actually call & fix an appointment with him? Many may not fall for the 1st time, some will start to curious about it on the 2nd day & make calls..& so forth...

Is a business strategy as I noticed..haha...nowadays, fongsui master also not easy to earn money! Like Lilian Too & Joey Yap, they are the lucky ones. They get to go on stage & TV programs to promote themselves, thus many turn to them for advice. As for these small players, leaflet is the easiest way to promote. Some can be quite accurate, some might just "con" man. It's all depend how we look at things.

I see this as a temptation, especially now for those having hard time to earn a living. But in the end of the day, will we gain more or less from this? Is up to idividual to think about it. ;p

God Says

2010-01-19T10:19:00.003+08:00

YOU SAY	GOD SAYS	BIBLE VERSES
You say: 'It's impossible'	God says: All things are possible	(Luke 18:27)
You say: 'I'm too tired'	God says: I will give you rest	(Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: 'Nobody really loves me'	God says: I love you	(John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )
You say: 'I can't go on'	God says: My grace is sufficient	(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: 'I can't figure things out'	God says: I will direct your steps	(Proverbs 3:5- 6)
You say: 'I can't do it'	God says: You can do all things	(Philippians 4:13)
You say: 'I'm not able'	God says: I am able	(II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: 'It's not worth it'	God says: It will be worth it	(Roman 8:28 )
You say: 'I can't forgive myself'	God says: I Forgive you	(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: 'I can't manage'	God says: I will supply all your needs	(Philippians 4:19)
You say: 'I'm afraid'	God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear	(II Timothy 1:7)
You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'	God says: Cast all your cares on ME	(I Peter 5:7)
You say: 'I'm not smart enough'	God says: I give you wisdom	(I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: 'I feel all alone'	God says: I will never leave you or forsake you	(Hebrews 13:5)

1st Post in 2010

2010-01-12T00:15:00.006+08:00

This is the 2nd week of 2010 & i noticed there are several things that i've yet blog it out. (haha...one of those is my trip to UK & Budapest) ..But this post i'm dedicating it to my cooking...haha...nothing special, just feel like blogging it.

I've been cooking almost every other day lately for 4 reasons...1) working in Hartamas, the meals are relatively expensive due to the so called "higher class area". 2) i'm really short of cash due to mum's 60th birthday, Chinese New Year, getting ready for new house, up coming trip in September & etc. 3) trying to learn up my * aunties recipes before they are old enough not to guide me anymore. 4) health.

Somehow, I enjoyed cooking...I started exploring new recipes like steam buns, steam cakes, achar, otak-otak & etc. The fun part doesnt stop here, i started adding my own ideas in the recipes once i learned up the original taste...haha...thanks God, the guinea pig at home aka housemate yet to experience stomach discomfort after food testing.. ;p

One other good reason of cooking is also I like to see ppl enjoy eating the food I cooked. Now i understand why my poh poh used to tell my aunts, having to cook for family & friends is one of the happiest thing to do. It is through food you share loves & cares for those you cooked for. It may not be tasty, but is the thought that count.

This CNY, my aunt has promised to teach me how to make chinese sausages..not easy according to her, but definately going to have fun together...haha. I'm blessed that staying with my grandma & few aunts whom I grew up with love to cook. They are like my GPS for cooking, whenever i have doubt on certain dish..they are just a call away.

PS : I need an oven so that i can bake cookies, cakes & roasted pork. ;p

* aunties recipes - yerr...i think is a grammar mistake loh...

Is The End & The New Beginning

2009-12-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

On the last week of every year it is always special occasion for many of us to celebrate Christmas till the 1st day of new year...I dont know about others, but I've mix feeling about this.

Christmas is the time to celebrate the coming of Christ with lotsa love together with our love ones. Nothing too fancy, but simply just having everyone around us for dinner & being in Church to pray. I feel blessed this year that I had a good one to remember.

Where as for new year..it is time to bid goodbye to another year by welcoming a brand new year.There are doubts if I can make it through and to look back what I've achieved last year. It is also the time to say good bye to family & friends when they are due to return to their work after a long holiday break.

What have I achieved in 2009 & what have I fail? Other than travelling, new job, new friends & healthier lifestyle...what else? Did my Christian Faith grow stronger? What is my rating for 2009 if is 1-10?

How about 2010? What do I really want? A companion? new travelling destination? earn more so that i can do more things? hope that my parents are in good health? i have to keep praying so that God will answer my prayer.

Is the End & the new Beginning...time to move on eventhough we reluctant to let go certain things. I believe as long my heart still beating, there will be miracles everyday & God will make a way for us to continue our journey ahead.

Happy New Year Everyone & God Bless!

Going Places

2009-11-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

In less than 48hrs I'll be flying off again...it will be for 2wks long break this time to UK & Europe again. I guess this time is more like filling up the gaps that I've missed out during my previous trip there & attending some seminars.

I'm glad that my boss is so understanding & sporting to grant me the 2wks off despite the tight schedule of what i'm handling now. (Big Thanks BOS) In return, I was rushing like mad to complete as much work & reports possible to keep him ready for reporting in case the top management need them while i'm gone.

November for me is really eventful. 1st begin with my job...I'm now working in a new company, with new boss & his team members. New way of managing work, great Bos & gang, tight schedules & Budgets has freshen the passion on my career...Nonetheless, I've sleepless night worrying that I'll disappoint my boss with his expectation. But I'm not complaining, bcoz I realized that this is what I've wanted ever since I left Gamuda. Crazy isnt it? haha... ;p

Then it was Lee Bee Ku Ku's wedding (Kelvin's sister). Her wedding day was memorable, the contras between morning tea ceremony & garden evening dinner were so beautiful. (doh...I nearly missed her wedding due to my outstation assignment...pheww)

Then now...the last two wks of the Nov...Yippee...I'm more than ready to stamp some footprints in UK & Europe. I'm happy as i'm achieving some but not all in my "to do list". ^_^

So, see ya in Dec...signing off.. ;p

Friends list "ZERO"?? huh ?!

2009-10-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

What happened to my friends list in Facebook???? My contacts in friends list & status are all gone!! I've sent a report to them & they said is in the mid of fixing it...sigh! cross my fingers, it will be ok "SOONEST"!

My 2nd trip to Taiwan

2009-10-14T19:13:00.004+08:00

Being a lazy bum bum lately in my blog...I've not gotten my fingers on the keyboard to write anything about my 2nd trip to Taiwan. I did my first trip in late 2007 with two gal friends & this year i did it again with two guy friends instead..I guess the differences between two trips apart from different companions, the priority of the trips were different as well. (in 2007 was more on shopping spree ;p)

I wont be doing much of the writing this time as my two buddies have done a great job in their blogs..so please feel free to click on the links at the end of these photos...haha.

These are the 3 photos that i like most: (1st taken in Jiu Fen, 2nd & 3rd were from YehLiu) ...Taiwan is really a scenic place that one must see for yourself if there's a chance...I'll go again in future to cover more.

VIP contributed in these links are :
Alden Yap (London)
Raymond Hee (Hong Kong)

Oh Boy...

2009-09-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

I've just lost a friend after she gave birth to her long awaited baby boy.. She's only 34. Those of us that are closed to her cant accept the fact that she has gone.

The duty of giving birth to baby boy has always been a so call "very important" thingy in the Chinese community. Eventhough we are living in the modern world, this is something many Chinese still cares about. So do Melanie. Despite of her health problem, she risk her life conceiving this baby boy.

Is that really matter if a woman dont deliver a boy?????!!!!! Either a boy or a girl, they still your flesh & blood...dont they?? I'm sad & angry of the lost. Because of the responsibility of having a boy, we lost our friend...the 3yrs old daughter & a new born son lost their mother. What more?? It was supposed to be good celebration welcoming the baby, it turned to a funeral to send her away...5ft under.

My dear friend, I know how much u love your childrens. Your duty in life has fulfilled, may you rest in peace.

Reading Time!

2009-09-07T13:24:00.004+08:00

One of the three books I'm currently reading. "Memoirs are made of this" from A little black dress book series...simple & nice with quite a bit of vocab running along the pages. Basically about a girl from Portland trying to be a New Yoker.

This Little black dress book series was introduced to me by Vi Vian some time back & she was kind enough to lent me some of hers...I enjoyed it, thought they maybe my next collection after Harry Potter, Narnia, John Grishan & few other series. ;)

10,000 steps a day?!

2009-09-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

A friend of mine kept a step counter in his pocket lately to check on the number of steps he walks daily. Apparently its a way for him to get rid of extra fats in his body.

He told me that in average a malaysian walks only around 5-6000 steps a day, some even lesser. Far lesser from those people in HK, S'pore & other countries. Thus caused obesity among malaysian. This is partly due to our daily lifestyle whereby we spent most time in car, seated in the office one whole day & lack of exercise.

Oh well, I was thinking..if we really walks that less, how to double up the number of steps to 10,000?? I came out with an idea few days later to check on my own account. ;p I started measuring out the number of steps in the house, office & places where i used to go for meals (excluding those time when i go for running & gym)...haha, u be surprised i even counted the number of steps from Lake Garden entrance to Tapak A (KL) requires 800 steps for a person of my height. ;p From these info, i dont have to carry a counter with me all the time.

Eventually, it wasnt tough at all to get that quota. All i need to do is just to break the huge number of 10,000 steps into sessions. You see... imagine i take a step in a second, all i need in a day is only 2hrs 46mins 12secs. It takes less than 1/8 of a day!!! Cant do it?? only lazy people says that!!

Come back to the point where I started, you sure wonder if my friend & I lost weight with this crazy steps counting? haha...well, yes. both of us did, a kilo for each in two wks. Hassle free, healthy & gives me an alternative to exercise when times my knees are not fit to do running. I tend to pick up the habits to walk even more now. Thanks to his crazy idea & my curiousity to count...hahaha.

Doraemon Mooncake

2009-08-29T02:03:00.005+08:00

For the first time, mooncake came out with doraemon's figures...my housemate & I immediately bought this back. Her intention was to eat those special recipe mooncake while I was eyeing for the recycle bag & the box...thus both of us got the deal to share the mooncakes & i get the rest...haha

I heard there are Mickey Mouse, Hello Kitty too...few years back i came across with Garfield as well....but nothing bid this (Awwww...i love this so much). This adds up into my Doraemon Collection...yahoo!!

What a good way to celebrate mooncake festival... ^_^

I got bored...

2009-08-22T07:39:00.003+08:00

Being bored at home few evenings ago, i took out my camera & started playing with it...& these are two that i like...the Lady's choice & Coke...haha.

(purposely placed a stack of books & etc on the table to create better effect. ;p learned from magazine)

(4years old Coke..or perhaps 5...got this in Bali for my collection)

Fitness First Surprise Party

2009-08-17T14:02:00.004+08:00

After months of running in & out the gym for exercises. I've not only lost so weights, I found a group of new friends that have the common interest to stay healthy & have fun.

Last Friday was my first time joining Aunt Jennie & few others to celebrate our step class instructor's birthday. Everyone was in our Adidas King of the road outfit & carefully prepare the cakes not letting Steven knows about it until the class ends..haha..apparently he noticed during the class when some of us unconsciously shown our "anticipated faces" as well as some camera lying aside the wall. ;p

(part of the members in the class)

(another group photo...the Adidas logo shine out!!)

(making wish"es"?? with Aunty Jennie holding the cake)

(Rinaz , Steven & myself)

(Every Friday 7:40pm sharp)

(Isnt she looks cool?!!)

(more photos)

(Gosh! I'm still a plus size..putting in more effort)

Eric & Chin Chin's Engagement

2009-08-15T07:56:00.005+08:00

Finally a year after the proposal infront of us at Mulu Camp5, they engaged on this Chinese Auspicious day 08-08-09. Few of us managed to be there; again to witness their happy moment. Wishing them with more happy days to come. ^_^

Steamboat Dinner

2009-08-03T07:20:00.003+08:00

Few of us went for steamboat at Sunway Yuen's Restaurant last night, it has been quite awhile that Gary, Houn, Pooi Fern & I had dinner together. This place has always been well known of its honey roasted chicken wings, so is common to see ppl running for it when there's refill every 5-10mins.

What happened yesterday was hilarious. While we were having our 3rd serving, some one shouted : "RUN!!!" Before few of us could sense what was happening, we saw ppl running frantically towards our direction. Apparently a pot was caught in fire few tables behind us.

Worried for her child's safety, the lady at that table carried her child & ran. Thank God, the fire was put off quickly by the waiter. When the action ended, we could see chilly sauce & food on the floor. Some ppl was spilled with sauces on their clothes & faces. the scene was chaotic yet funny!! Houn & I would have been spilled too if we had not ran. LOL

Haha...what a day!! But joke apart, i seriously hope this restaurant give a round check on their stove & gas pipings to keep a safe environment for dining.

爱情

2009-07-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

沙士比亚先生曾经说过这么一句话：

爱情是一朵生长在绝崖边缘的花
想要摘它必须要有勇气
人们可以支配自己的命运
若我们受制於人
那错不在命运而是在我们自己

好有趣的一番话，人嘛！总是在爱情的方面最脆弱。我也不例外。。好想谈一场平凡不过的爱情。不需要海四山盟的承诺，也不需要华丽与多余的奢侈品。。也许要一个人不计一切的拿出勇气来爱我是很难吧！可笑吧！

Prayer

2009-07-14T06:43:00.002+08:00

' When life is tough & doesnt goes your way, pray....'
' When life is good, you pray even more & thank God for what He has given...'

3:38:47

2009-07-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

I'm relieved that my 1st half marathon has over. Despite with pain all over my body especially both knees, I feel good completing it.

Before the race, I was praying hard that I'll have a nice weather with a bit of drizzling to run. Amazingly, God Answered my prayer...Thank You GOD!!

The first 10km was great, steady breathing, no cramp & I did it in an hour..I continued my slow & steady pace till 15km, there's when my nightmare started. The injury from last year haunt my knees again & has caused so much pain till I've to walked, limped & forced run till finishing line. All the time I made up earlier when down the drain...sigh! I'm disappointed that I didn't achieve my goal of doing sub-3, could have done better...but I've completed it, that's the least consolation for me.

There were too many complaints about the race not properly organised..but I'm not going to elaborate much here, seeing too many of my friends has already posted their complaints in their respective blogs...hahaha.

To have completed this race, there are some friends that I really appreciate for their support & encouragement along the way. Especially Lena, not only she make the effort to do weekly training with me, she did her very best to be my pacer during the race.

(Team Hyper Gila)

(The Pacemaker Gang)

(me running like a crab towards the finishing...arrghh! Finally, I'm done!)

(Tey caught me half way & took this photo...look at my bib! LOL..what a jinx number for chinese)

D-day - 96hrs left

2009-06-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

This is it...i cant hide but to run...doing my checklist on things...

1) power gel - checked
2) vest & tights - checked
3) shoe & socks - checked
4) time watch - checked

now the remaining is to collect the bib this saturday, have enough rest & best part carbo loading without guilt...hahaha. (sigh! inside extremely nervous...like ronnie said :"kan cheong liao"..hahaha)

To my running frens...all the best this sunday,k. ;p

Counting down....SCKLM

2009-06-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

IS JUST 10 DAYS AWAY!!!!! I'm getting more & more nervous by day...I can feel the pressure in me that I might fail to complete the race...haha. Even though I've got myself physically ready for it but mentally....AAARRRRHHH!! NOTHING NEAR TO READY!! If there's a scale of 1 - 10, I think right now I'm at 1.

How??? Die-die also have to do it. With bet to complete within the time frame, wearing the same vest with a group of running frens & 1st time doing 21km...hahahaha, like my dear fren Lena said : " Die die also have to step at the finishing line.." Great advice huh? ;p Thank God, she's gonna be my pacer & will make sure i dont chicken out...hahaha..so wish me luck.

License to Grill (home Version)

2009-06-12T07:22:00.003+08:00

Let these pics tell the Story....Black pepper honey grill chicken. Recipe from my favourite TV program..."License to Grill" ;p

New Adventure on Number puzzles..

2009-06-07T23:34:00.006+08:00

I was at Carrefour today to grab some groceries; just happened that they were having sales on books at RM5 each. Without 2nd thought, I started digging into the piles of books to see what's good for grab.

Yup,this book about "Kakuro" caught my attention. At first I just thought of flipping through the pages & see what's all about Kakuro. Soon I found myself fond of this number puzzle. ;p

I took the book home, there were 124 puzzles in total & I've been solving it one by one even when I'm typing this post..haha. Is fun, now I've more challenging puzzles to attempt during my free time other than Sudoku.

hmm... I wonder will MSIG organise annual event for Kakuro in future just like the one they have been doing for Sudoku. It sure be fun to take part on this & see how many Kakuro maniac out there. ;)

Going Green with Doubt

2009-06-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

I've been using my own container for quite awhile regardless bringing home cook food to work or tapao "take-away" from stalls. Thinking this might be a little step saving the earth; to reduce the usage of plastic bags/Styrofoam lunch box...but ironically I disagree with what I'm doing at the same time...as in when I wash the container after using it, i realized I'm making another type of harm to earth with running water & detergent.

Lately, the media has been doing an awareness campaign on water. Poster with statements such as "Do you know 10,000litres of water is needed to prepare dinner for six per day??", "A person uses more than 100litres of water a day"....The statistic shocked me. I knew the water consumption has always been alot with the kind of HOT weather in Malaysia, but I never expect it to be that much.

Now...should I continue using my containers & uses more water?? or should I just ask the stall to pack my food in plastic/styrofoam & create more non-degradable waste?? What can be the best solution that can balance our daily life yet going green to save our world??

Use banana leaves to pack rice & noodles like the olden days perhaps??? Atleast the leaves is biodegradable...what about the soup & porridge then??? haha..tough choice!

Achieved My 1st Milestone!

2009-05-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

It took me a week to watch closely on my weight until it got stable before saying this out..I've lost a total of 7kgs in 45days & it still going down...hehe.

I've started this since 1st April when I join my new company. Looking at 95% population of females in the office with daily topics about calories, fats, shopping for clothes, cosmetics & all other topics in your imaginary about what ladies will normally talk about...I was determined to give a big push of myself to fight for once to get back in shape & it really worth while. ;p

Having to joined the Fitness First floors below my office & training for up coming race motivates me even more. I've pulled out those pants/skirts which I've kept for 6 years out from the closet & started wearing them for now. (need to throw away another few more kgs before i can starts to do my shopping, dont want to waste extra money unnecessarily).

I'm happy coz my family members, friends & colleagues notice the changed. It feels really good!! Not only the weight that I've lost but rather living more healthier life. I didnt skip meals & never skip those makan trips with friends but rather cautious on what I'm eating...Haha..Kelvin told me, I can starts advertising tomorrow during the race for a boyfriend now...lol.

I've an extra reason to be happier now!! ;p

* lol, it sounds like a testimonial from my latest favourite reality show "The Biggest Losser"...haha.

The passion for Music

2009-05-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

Just a small update on what's going on lately apart from one week old "sick"..keke.

I've started giving piano lessons again since early this month. I realized even after so long I've stop teaching, my passion hasn't left me. I enjoyed spending time with my student & see how she progress every week.

To be frank, teaching is not an easy job. I've to constantly drills my fingering skill at home & do my homework before my student learning from me. I've been doing quite a bit of updating the latest information on teaching methods & syllabus from ABRSM website, thus contacted some of the teachers in KL to discussed on the new approach on teaching too. I know it worth all the effort when I see the result from student. ^_^

I'll be taking in more student starting next month, really looking forward to meet new pupils.

Haha...that reminds me the song "Getting to Know You" from "The King & I".

It's a very ancient saying,
But a true and honest thought,
That if you become a teacher,
By your pupils you'll be taught.

As a teacher I've been learning --
You'll forgive me if I boast --
And I've now become an expert,
On the subject I like most.

Getting to know you.

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you.
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

Getting to know you,
Putting it my way,
But nicely,
You are precisely,
My cup of tea.

Getting to know you,
Getting to feel free and easy
When I am with you,
Getting to know what to say

Haven't you noticed
Suddenly I'm bright and breezy?
Because of all the beautiful and new
Things I'm learning about you
Day by day.

A slight stir...

2009-05-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

I was infected with sore throat last Friday after work out in gym, slowly the flu & cough came over the weekend. I tried to suppressed the sickness at first with lozenges & clarinase but it erupted eventually.

This morning I went back to work as usual not knowing it will caused slight stir in the office with my trumpet nose, hollow voice & fever. My colleagues stayed away from me when they got to know I was down with flu; worrying that I got H1N1 flu that might contagious. (seriously, i was a bit scared too; coz i've nearly all the symptoms of H1N1) You can see how media influence people...haha. I ended up sitting at my cubicle with only move around when I needed to go toilet. (sorry man! didnt mean to scare u all.. ;p)

There were some urgent matters needed to solve by today ;I managed to pull myself till 6pm & headed straight to the clinic. The doctor did a round check; was relieved that it was just the weather & me being over doing my exercise lately.

So in the end I was sent home to rest instead of attending my gym session & have to take quite a number of pills that look like M&M but taste like bitter gout.

Mood Swing

2009-04-29T01:01:00.003+08:00

(The very last photo she took with her closest grandchildren)

Awhile ago I was still happily watching youtube; now sobbing a little. I suddenly recalled my late poh poh, the time when I last saw her in the hospital a week before she passed away. Knowing that was the last I'll see her while she's alive. Tears just rolling down, I really missed her.

I'm ok though, just a sudden mood swing that makes me feel sad for awhile. Every now and then when few of us (cousins) talk about her, we still feel as if she's still here...cant believe is almost 5mths she has left us.

Stairway to Heaven

2009-04-26T09:02:00.004+08:00

I had a dream last night which I was traveling with few others and lost them half way through, later i found myself reached this mountain place. According to the local, it is a very popular tourist attraction. I was panic at that time trying to locate where my friends were & didnt really pay much attention what that uncle was saying after that.

As soon as I've done making out call, i raised my head & saw this beautiful mountain with wide spiral stairway going all the way up. It was surrounded by shining blue ray with clouds; there's no ending of the stairway. There were huge crowd of people going up & down. I stood there for some time trying to figure out where will the stairway leads to but I was afraid to walk up. I managed to take a pic of it & left.

When I found my friends & was about to show them the photo, I woke up from the dream...I googled it & found the nearest picture to what I saw in dream yet there's no direct interpretation of this phenomena. can anyone tell me what's the meaning of this??? I'm keen to know.

Training

2009-04-23T07:59:00.003+08:00

Many of us have started serious training for upcoming Standard Chartered KL Marathon, that's includes me. This is my attempt in 21km category, kind of nervous whenever I think of it. I had bets with two friends on completing the race within the time given, this motivates even more to train harder.

I've been training since early April in gym & at the park. From running only during the weekends to 4-5times a week..I feel good though with my stamina building up gradually & gotten quality sleep after the exercise. (haha...technically fell asleep before i finish checking emails every nights). Another extra credit i gotten is that i've lost several Kgs! yoohoo!!

Apart from these +ve side i gain, i worry bout me over doing it too. Coz i felt exhausted sometimes during the day. haha...it may be those lazy bugs in me that start complaining now. ;p I'm doing my best not to think about it & have my balance in food intake to continue exercise.

Well, hopefully few weeks from now i'll manage to do my personal best & win the bets. Best of all to see the physical change in me. Stay tune! ;p

Doubt, Cynicism & Faith

2009-04-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Fr Simon sermons have always been my favorite on many occasions apart from Fr OC Lim that always has his care for political issues & justice. It is simply because Fr Simon has good sense of humour and simplicity in words to make me understand what's God teaching is all about.

This morning, again he gave a very nice sermon about doubt, cynicism & Faith. He took slightly longer time than his usual, but I was ok because it was an interesting topic to ponder on.

This is what he had said: “Doubt is when we have uncertainty. But don’t quote me wrong, it doesn’t mean is a bad thing; simply because it is through serious doubt that will lead us to Faith.” (Paused) Then he continued: “It is through doubt that we tend to search for an answer.” Fr Simon took the example from today’s gospel about Thomas doesn’t believe it was Jesus until he saw the nail marks in His hand. It was because Thomas doubt and seek, he found Faith.

Fr Simon continued: “But then again, there are people who are paranoid in thoughts. This is what known as cynicism. It is cynicism that says there’s nothing great to seek for an answer and when this happened, we will never find Faith.”

“Have anyone of you watch Youtube & followed the show called British Got Talent???” (Cool heh?? Fr Simon’s really update on what’s on entertainment TV & internet…haha) He continued: “If you could remember, it was the latest episode where there was a contestant – Susan Boyle. When she told the judges & the audience that she wanted to be a professional singer, she was being judged badly before she could open her mouth to sing.” “After Susan sang, she totally blew everyone away with her amazing voice.”

And then again, Fr explained: “I’m not trying to tell how good Susan voice is, but rather showing an example about being a cynicism/ a paranoid of putting the first impression in mind judging & conclude something before seeking.”

I can’t remember how Fr Simon ended the sermon but these few sentences really carved deeply in my head that kept me pondering until now. It was a good one; at least it was to me. I nearly ask for a copy of his sermon for today…haha.

PS: I didn’t exactly follow British Got Talent but I later search for the part with Susan Boyle. Oh my! She really gifted with her beautiful voice. (Don’t judge the book by the cover! It has proven true & through!!!)

Piano Lesson for Beginner

2009-04-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

Dear All,

I've started recruiting new student (beginner) for piano lesson. Please contact me at 012-6917908 if u or your kids are interested,k. Area covered : PJ & certain part of KL.

Thanks.

Quite Awake After Midnight

2009-04-08T02:02:00.002+08:00

Sleepless nites...tick tock tickie tock, as the time goes...the clock struck 1 then 2 then...goes on. Brain cells are restless i guess..ended up praying. Only I know why.

I'll be going to SFX from Thursday till Easter Sunday, anyone keen to join? U are most welcome. ;) It is often during this time of the year will have heavy downpour, do drive safely.

Point of Focus

2009-04-03T19:49:00.003+08:00

Life is full of big & small point of focus. It could be God, love, family, money, power, health & all sort of things that we believed & holding onto. In school, the exam is the point of focus to motivates us to know more. In Church, God is the point of focus to christian. In a birthday party, the birthday boy/girl will the focus of that night. Even for a dancer, he/she will have a point to focus so that one may not fall.

Ironic to know, some of these points of focus may not turn out right. A robber's point of focus to rob is wrong merely desperate of getting food on the table for the family. A teenage mum abort her baby just because her irresponsible of having one night stand.

As for me, just as I'm slowly gaining back my self respect & confident after 4mths unemployed; another point of focus I've been holding on for nearly a decade may soon slip away. Fear, anxious & worst thought slowly accumulated like thousands of butterflies oozing inside my stomach. I never know the impact..yet.

Funny isn't it? never ending tests, pains, suffering & endurance that God keep throwing to us while He was trying to mould us to become better person. Is just that how far or how fast u can keep up with His speed while trying to avoid all the temptations on the evil side. Of course along the way, we pick up pieces of happiness & carry in our hearts like memories that will takes us even further in life. In the end of the day, have your point of focus succeeded or failed that's matter most.

Holy Friday is just a week away. Jesus died for us on that day & never give up on us. I guess I should not simply surrender until the judgement day comes. Have a blessed Easter to those celebrating ya!

Dr Know-it-All !!

2009-03-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

In year 2004 Hitz FM came out with a brilliant program called "The Adventure of Dr Know-it-all". The program was basically encourage the listeners to learn & know more about history in a very funny manner. I still remember some of the topics were, The history of Refrigerator & Freezer, The Bikini, Cell phone & etc.

I like fun learning...but sometimes what you have been taught may not be true. Some maybe Taboos or some maybe you have learned it from the wrong person & at the wrong time. The classic two examples that i can relate to were :

1) Nasi Goreng Pattaya (Pattaya Fried Rice)
It is one of the popular mamak food in Malaysia with Fried rice wrapped with a thin layer of fried egg. I would say many Malaysian thought it was originated from Pattaya, so do I. It was later that i found out there is no such thing in Pattaya.

2) Spaghetti Balognese
Haha...this one i just found out recently via AFC (Asian Food Channel). Spaghetti Balognese is not from Balogna nor from Italy!!! Even though Balognese Sauce is very famous dish in Italy. I was amused knowing that I believed the wrong stuff all these while.

Hmm.... How many more stuff that i know of are not the actual facts, I wonder????!!! ;p

Recipe

2009-03-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

(looks good??? A bit pinkish though.. ;p)

I've a bottle of Red Grain Wine in the fridge for quite awhile. Last week I decided to cook something with it. Red Grain Wine normally use for Fook Chow ppl to cook Vermicelli soup; but since i wanted a quick meal, within budget & explore new recipe at the same time, i op for rice instead. Thank God...haha..taste turned out not bad (at least to me!! ;p)

The pot of rice only cost me RM5.70 & able to serve for 3meals..Great isnt it?! The 1st meal, i ate it as it is. On 2nd meal, I fried onion egg & ate with it. For the 3rd meal, I boiled vege. It sure fun & healthy at the same time.

The photo below showing Louis watching me eating the rice...haha. Isnt he cute?!

Hong Kong Trip - Part 2 (Photos)

2009-02-27T11:38:00.008+08:00

US

The People

The Hong Kong Food Experience

The Scenery

Hong Kong Trip 2009 - Part 1 (The Story)

2009-02-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

I visited Hong Kong again after 2.5 years apart. This was not the first time that i went back to a same place twice; the last time i did the same thing for Shanghai too. Some people might think that is a waste of money of doing so but i look it in a different way.

Visiting a place for 2nd time gave me a chance to see how the place has progress in time. It also gave me a chance to visit places & do things that i've missed from the previous trip. Traveling back to a same place with different companions also allows me to experience different kinda enjoyment & enlightenment. Best of all, i get to taste again the food that i've missed so much since the last visit....hahaha

It was only two of us (supposed to be 3 if not bcoz s'one has accidentally washed his passport...hahaha). Alden was my companion this time. During 2006 trip was 11 of us.

Not so much about shopping since we tried not to spend too much due to the economy down turn. We decided to make this trip more relaxing, quality instead of quantity. At least after some time when we look back, we can remember more than just the memory of “touch & go” from place to place.

It was a complete 4 full days trip. On the 1st day of arrival we reached HK airport slightly after 10am & started our sightseeing immediately. I cant believe that we went up to Po Lin Monastery & bronze Buddha carrying our luggage with us...haha. (kinda regret that i brought a luggage!!) Basically we did Lantau Island & TST that day.

On the 2nd day, Macau day tour was replaced by HK Island & Lamma Island. But here what i remembered most is Lamma Island. Lamma Island consist of two villages (Yung ShueWan & Suk Kwu Wan) that both connected by an hour walk trail across the hill. We were there for the Seafood. Compared to Sai Kung & Lei Yu Mun (also famous for Seafood), this place is relatively cheaper.

The fun part was, we kinda under estimated the trail distance between the villages. When the local told us that it is an hour walk, I thought the time measured as one can stop & take time to indulge in the green scenery. But we soon found out it really meant walk without stopping. We departed from Yung Shue Wan around 6pm, we walked and stopped for photos thinking that we can reach earlier than an hour. (sigh! Sundown at 630pm!)

The nightmare started after 15minutes of walking. The trail was getting higher & the sky got darker. While I was trying to keep up with Alden's pace, he suddenly stopped & said : " Errmm..can u manage to walk faster?? Errrmm…Look around, we are passing by a cemetary. We still dont know what's infront & how long more to go."

Gosh! With goose bumps all over me, we started to walk faster & run at the same time. In my heart I was praying hard to see the village soonest. We didnt make it before the sunset; the last 20minutes walk was visible only with the help of moonlight above. Hmm...the seafood dinner was a good compliment though after all the excitement of walking. ;p

3^rd day was less hassle as we have Kiki (Alden’s friend) brought us around the northern part of HK mainland. We did Sai Kung, Tai Wo & ended the day in Mong Kok. With a local around, we get to do & taste what normally HK people do. It was so nice of Kiki that she took a day off from work.

On the last day we did quite a bit at Yau Mah Tei & Shum Sui Wan before meeting another Alden’s HK friend for Japanese lunch at North Point. We left for airport after 4pm.

Overall, it was really a good trip. Good companion. We plan as we travel & was totally stress free. Thank God for the perfect weather throughout. Evergreen hotel was clean & at strategic location (recommended!!). Food wise, we eat until the very last minute before boarding. And of course, nice meeting new friends abroad. ;p

* PS : Photos will come in Hong Kong Trip – Part 2

God's Love

2009-02-14T09:26:00.005+08:00

I fall for this photo when it first appeared. I see the unconditional love of God through this guy that given water to the koala. He was not only trying to do his job but reaching out to any life in the fire without setting priority just for human being. How great isnt it??

God's teaching has always been surrounded by Love..Love yourself, Love your family, Friends, neighbours, those around you & even your enemy. The biggest Love among all is to Love unconditionally, how many of us in today's world can actually stand up confidently & says "I can do that!" ??

Often, there are thoughts behind the Love one offers to another..expecting they respond back to us maybe? obligation maybe? publicity maybe? hmm...scary negative thoughts ya.

Anyway, today is Valentine's Day. Go out & show your Love sincerely not only to your partners but to everyone around you. Hug the person if he/she needed comfort (ehemm...before you do that, please make sure where you are coz some countries consider an offend of hugging a person in public! hahaha), send a text message to ppl that came into your thought & says "How are you?"..Valentine's is not about gift of Chocolate & flowers...but is the thought & Love that count.

To my dear friends & family...you know who you are & where you are...A Happy & Blessed Valentine's to You all.

Driving Habit Experiment

2009-02-11T22:55:00.004+08:00

When Alden came back during CNY, he explained to me how strict it is to get a driving license & the right way of a UK driver drives a car. One of the example he gave was that "one must not cross his/her hand on the steering wheel while driving & both hands are to be at 10 o'clock & 2 o'clock at all time.

Today while i was driving out to do some stuff , i did an experiment on my driving by following the example given earlier by Alden. Oh Gosh! it was difficult to discipline my hands not to cross over, not forgetting the part that i got so used to drive in one hand when the other side got tired. Sigh!! I've been doing the wrong thing since the day i got my license!! What a shame!! hahahaha...(i'm sure many M'sian out there having the same habit that i'm having)

So, what to do now? should i quickly starts practicing now or stay back to my comfort zone of my way of driving? (hehe...time will tell) But one thing for sure, i need to say Thank You that i've learned a new way of driving.

PS : Side story...We obey the road signs & follow the instruction stated on the sign. But hardly ppl notice who invented the road sign & when?? While I was typing out this blog, i make a quick check on it and found this "Traffic Sign" in wikipedia. U might interested to know. ^_^

Updates : I'm in the mid of sorting the stories & photos taken during trip to HK as well as CNY gathering, will be posted up soon.

Happy "Moo Moo" Year!

2009-01-24T00:58:00.002+08:00

Dear All,

I just want to take this opportunity to tell everyone a Happy Chinese "Moo Moo" New Year! To those not celebrating...Happy Holiday,k.. (Eh, please...dont jam up the road! do tell me what time u all travelling, so that i can avoid getting into the jam...hahahaha)

Cant Wait, get to see many familiar faces again after a long time. To those going home, have a safe journey & to those celebrating in KL...hehe...enjoy the traffic less highways while we are gone,k.

牛转乾坤，恭喜发财!!

Happy Birthday - Mom!

2009-01-20T02:15:00.005+08:00

Mum's birthday has always been the first in the family every year as it falls in January. This time Sis suggested to have a good dinner instead of chinese food since is mum 60th birthday.

Initial plan was to have dinner at Lunar Bar but it was fully booked, we took the later option & ended at The Apartment. I guess we will keep the Lunar Bar for next month as my birthday just a month away from now...haha (as if they going to take me there for sure!)

Overall, I like the setting in The Apartment...nice music, cosy,relaxing & has a great view overlooking the fountain infront of KLCC. The food taste fairly good with a reasonable price. Every single corner on the upper floor has total privacy that u wont worry of getting disturbed by the table next to u...rating of my own, i would say 8/10.

A simple evening with love ones around to celebrate birthday..it really makes mum smile from ear to ear whole nite long...worth every penny spent! Happy Birthday Mum!

(Sis, Myself & Mum)

(Cousin Bro, Aunt, Mum & Sis..posting before the dinner is served)

(Authentic Lightings)

(When comes to celebration, beer is a must...haha)

(Green Curry Chicken with rice)

(King Prawn Pasta...slurp slurp!!)

(Cheeeeseeeeeeee!!!!!!)

(Cakes...complimentary from Apartment for Birthday AUNTY!!)

(Got caught of stealing my pasta while I was busy taking photos)

(You can dance, you can jive..having the time of ur life...haha..the drama queens & king in action!)

Job Hunting

2009-01-10T09:27:00.003+08:00

Looking for a job during recession is not an easy task...I face not only the competition between candidates, I'm also facing the financial pressure to meet my month end need. I guess u probably would have ask, did I make the wrong decision of leaving my ex company without secure any job? "NO"...i dont. Y?

The answers, hehe...

1) If i'm still in the company, i'm very sure that i'll be suffering the same thing over & over again for not getting pay for months.
2) Within these 6 weeks, i get to do stuff i've put it aside due to my heavy workload when i was working.
3) My family ties got stronger by day, as i try to gain back the time i missed visiting them & talk to them. (I used to give excuses of being bz at work & cant make it to see them)
4) It gives me time to think whether to change my work path or go on finding a job that meets my profession.
6).......ahemm...the list can go on & on...but the most important thing is that I put trust in God, I believe he'll show me the way when the time comes. (oh...that has to be quick..my $$$ is running low...hahahaha)

I put my options open for now, whether in M'sia or in overseas...hopefully getting job not only pay adequately, also a job that help me advance my knowledge & skill. BOSS!! any taker???!! ;p

Adidas Running Shoes Seeding Program Q1 2009

2009-01-07T16:28:00.005+08:00

Hello Guys,

Good news for runners who blog or having their own webpage.

Adidas had once again brought in more highly innovative running shoes to be given away FREE to runners to wear-test them & to post in their blog a very frank & unprejudiced opinion about the shoes after 30 days ofusage.One of the shoe that is included in this program is adiZero Adois that Haile Gebrselassie used at the 2008 Berlin Marathon setting a world record in the Marathon at 2hr 03 mins 58 sec.

The sizes are limited and I have them in size UK 5.5, 6.5, 7.5, 8.5 & 10.5. Those wishing to possess these shoes will have to comply with the following terms & condition :

1 ) Come to the adidas office to fit the shoes.

2 ) Undertake to post a comment in their bloga ) about the Technical features of the Shoes upon receiving themb ) about the performance of the shoes after 30 days of usage.

3 ) Must be a blogger or has his/her own website.This offer expires on 15th January 2009 & the shoes will be given out on a first-come-first-serve basis.

The program this year is only open to those who had NOT participated or missed out in this program previously.If you are interested pls call to make an appointment as appended belowOffice address:

adidas Malaysia Sdn Bhd

Block B , Level 4, Plaza Damansara

45 Media Setia 1

Bukit Damanasara

Kuala Lumpur

Tel Office : 03 - 20804843

Mobile No : 012 - 3503668

E-Mail : krishnan.karuppan @adidas.com

Best Regards

Krishnan Karuppan

Head of Running

adidas Malaysia

When Faith is Tested

2009-01-05T00:38:00.005+08:00

Fr Simon was not his usual self today during the mass. He didnt say his homily..When he told us that he cant do his homily because he felt insincere & exhausted, there were so many question mark faces within the congregation. I guess Fr needed a rest after long celebration started long before Christmas.

It was my first time experiencing this after so many years I attended Masses. In fact it was the 1st time to Fr Simon himself for not able to give sermon. (To be honest, Fr Simon sermons are one my favourites...hehe.. i know i shouldnt be saying that!)

The reason I wrote this post is not because I was disappointed with him...but rather through what happened to Fr Simon today, it renew my faith towards God. I always thought that Priests are ever ready to stand infront of congregation...It makes me realised no matter how faithful a person is, there will be some point that we may think that we loose it. It just can happened to anyone, including the priest (bcoz we are sinners & not perfect)...But it is when u think that u are lost & suffer, that's time u nearest to God. (Only is that...dont lost forever! Get down on ur knees & pray)

I hope Fr Simon will be ok next week...haha, he was telling us that he need to go for confession over what happened today...Me too, have to get down on my knees to ask God forgiveness for I felt terrible this whole week over a serious damage i've done a few days back which i'm trying hard to patch things back. (The Idiot part that i wrote earlier).

Today's mass really a good one i must say..God touches everyone through Fr Simon's suffering. Amen.

Housemates Graduation Ceremony

2009-01-03T23:22:00.006+08:00

I was suppose to post this up two wks ago, but i was bz to put things up the blog. Two of my housemates invited me for their graduation ceremony in Institute Language Teikyo. This was my 2nd time attending graduation ceremony in 2008 & i'm glad i did.

Graduation Ceremony in Teikyo wasnt as grand as the one in Cambridge, but it has uniqueness in its own way. The headmaster started off with his speech (dont ask, i totally couldnt understand a single sentence he said...hehehe...except the "Arigatou" part). Speeches were delivered out one after another by teachers & Students for nearly 30mins, then the Certificate Giving Ceremony began. My two housemates took their turn to receive their certs...below are the videos taken when they were called. (This time I'm lucky enough that I can take videos & photos as much as i wanted..Cambridge is very strict, outsiders are not allow to use their camera in the hall thus i didnt get to take any photos then...a bit sayang thou coz i wanted to capture that moment!)

Photo session part was the funny part, the teachers (100% Japanese) were very emotional...hugging the students & some of them cried...If anyone is not that sentimental type might find it a bit exaggerated...hahaha.

I left shortly after the refreshment session starts....though i didnt taste the food, but there was plenty for everyone & looks good. ;p ..hmm...now that both of my housemates graduated from Teikyo,they are preparing themselves for their next step..to Japan of course! One have gotten a place in Tokyo & the other in Nara. (which give me a reason in future to visit Japan again...hehe) I really hope the best for them...i bet they are excited now, not knowing what to expect being there for the 1st time. ^_^

Being an I-D-I-O-T on last day of 2008

2009-01-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

I just being foolish & find myself like an Idiot on last day of 2008..dont ask.

Helo ?? 2009

2008-12-31T00:06:00.002+08:00

2009 is just less than 24hrs from now...Some may have planned where to have a new year bash or even stay at home for a quiet countdown. Regardless if u going to celebrate it alone or with frens, I hope is gonna be a meaningful time for u all.

Come to think of it, 2008 wasn't that bad afterall for me...thou I greatly missed my granny whom just passed away lately & still finding a job. Great things did come to me, I still managed to meet my an overseas travel per year target & did many other things that i've planned. (UK trip was superb, trip to Mulu neither less interesting as well)

Great frens & family still in strong ties...most of all, i know i wont be alone when crossing over to 2009 tonite. (haha....)

I sincerely wishes u all to have a great journey ahead for 2009 & may God blessed us all. No matter where u are, there's always a part in my heart that i'll remember u always. ^_^ Have a great new year eve celebration, do drink & drive....oppss! sorry...dont drink & drive & be safe,k. Till we meet again next year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Prawn Fishing?!

2008-12-27T02:45:00.003+08:00

I've been spending much of my time with family ever since my grandma passed away. Eating at mum's place, spending afternoon with family as well as invited them over for dinner during christmas day.

Today we went out for dinner again.. it was great. We ended up at Pandan Indah Prawn Fishing Pond until 2am. Aunt, sis & cousin bro challenged against each other to see who gotten most prawns while i did the BBQ for them with what we caught. We managed 2kgs as a result! (good huh?! 1st timer leh!! hehe)

After my grandma's death only I realised i've not spend enough time together with family all these while. I'm trying to cover back the time lost & do more for them while they still around. Hmm...No wonder i'm still single now, if i ever get into a relationship, i guess any guys will want to see if the girl is family oriented. ;p (asian culture mah!!)

yawnnn!!! gosh! is 330am now...better get some sleep...meeting up my cousin tomorrow in the morning.

(follow up with photos soon)

Blessed Christmas & addition in the family

2008-12-25T03:11:00.004+08:00

Dear All, I wish everyone a blessed & happy Christmas...May peace on earth & rejoice for this special day.

I gladly announce that two members newly joined my family today.... (guess who??)

photos of them coming soon..stay tune! ;p

My Late Poh Poh

2008-12-22T00:36:00.004+08:00

I just returned from hometown after my grandma's funeral.

My mind is quite disturbing...thinking that i no longer see her when i goes back for coming CNY.

(to be completed soon)

When A Door Closed, Another Door Open

2008-11-26T14:46:00.002+08:00

Three more days left for me to bid farewell to the company i'm working now. I've not gotten any job at the moment, but probably take this time to do things that has been pending for awhile. You might be wondering what the h*** am i thinking, resigned without a secure job in hand & economy crisis is happening everywhere. I can only say, $$$ is an issue in this company & i've no ground to stay on anymore.

So...what's next??? Seriously...I dont know. I keep my option open for now. As long that i've enough $$$ to survive until my next step. I hope God will guide me through.

Last nite i was sitting infront of my desk writing down "To Do List" for next week onwards, I'm not bored being jobless though...haha..I guess the first thing in mind, i can have a good sleep & need not worry of being late to office..haha.The nearest plan is that i'll be helping my sister this coming PC Fair, as well as preparing the meals for her staff..of course is part of business lo..haha. Do come & support my sis ya!

Something off record, I was talking with two Raymonds few days back. Few of us in the gang are highly unemployed at the moment, Raymond Ng actually suggested Dr Ray to form a group in Facebook carrying the title "Highly Unemployed"...hahaha. I laughed! (What a crazy thought we have here...) Instead of worrying what will happen next & when are we going to be employed again, the thought of forming a group came in mind!!

Dream

2008-11-18T14:18:00.004+08:00

I wasnt feeling well this morning when Alden called me for a chat, i felt sorry coz I didnt really pay much attention on the conversation. I guess maybe the haze that caused dizziness, nose blocked & also the food i ate yesterday afternoon caused diarrhea since late last nite. Funny part was despite not feeling well, i've been having the same dream for two nites of being chased by a dark grey snake in the house; and this grey snake ate onions & boiled chicken breast!!!! In my thought, this snake must be crazy!!

I finally decided to check out what websites say about the dream...hmm...interesting thou! Dreamt of Snake can be interpreted as follows depending on individual culture, races & religious : 1- hidden enemy 2- life 3- health 4- kingdom 5- lordship 6- a woman 7- a wish 8- a son 9- a flood. Some websites also suggested that different color snakes represent different meanings. I guess for me is more like worry...I'm not sure. For some people, they might have try their luck in lottery liao!

Nway, i hope today's working session end soon...probably going to see doctor after this.

Insomnia??? Me???!!

2008-11-13T00:39:00.003+08:00

I've been having sleepless nites lately...partly because i'm worry for many uncertainty when December approaching.

Cut the story really short....I'm Worry...really worry..but I've to be strong to get my feet standing to face the worry I've. I know God is with me, just have to trust Him & i can get through this.

Family Recipe

2008-10-23T23:25:00.007+08:00

It has been more than 30years my aunts in baking cakes, biscuits & local kuih-muih part time business. When we were young, we always take for granted that aunts will continue baking for us as long we asked. Time past & aunts are getting older...only then i realised if none of the younger ones learn up the recipe, it will be gone sooner or later.

So i pleaded my both aunts to teach me during my stay in Taiping last weekend. Time was short, we only managed to cover two recipes...but it was good enough, will continue others my next trip home.

Few things i learned during the process :

A) It only cost less than RM15 for two different recipes - u can feed at least 10persons. (can u imagine how much profit can those kuih sellers making per piece? waoh! good money, can consider doing part time business later..hehe)

B) Its fun to see the end results turned out almost perfect for the 1st time...haha

C) Baking is an art that required patient & love. (putting love into baking will make it taste even better!)

D) Satisfaction - I know why all these while both aunts never reject baking for us, coz is the satisfaction in them when they see us enjoyed the food they made.

E) Baking is about sharing & get together with your love ones.

F) Baking is like story telling - will continue from generation to generation...as long as we dont stop telling. Even when they are no longer around, u will always remember the scene when they baking it & the taste will never be forgotten.

Nway, below are some pics for sharing... ;p

First Recipe :

Second Recipe :

When Family Comes Together

2008-10-21T23:40:00.004+08:00

When family comes together for joyous moment...The video tells it all...

The Day I Fall in Love again - Part 2

2008-10-13T17:40:00.003+08:00

Tah dah!!! Time to review the truth...hehe...This is my dearest Timex Iroman T54242 running watch. Since early this year i had been looking for a good watch for my running and apparently couldn't find one that suits my budget. Until last September when i was doing shopping one day with Pooi Fern & Gary in Mid Valley, we spotted this in the watch store.

The bargain was good, the initial price was RM 239 & I got it at RM175. Well, I'm really happy with this watch...it's light, trendy, in my favourite color & size ,it has the basic features that i wanted & is so much cheaper than my first choice on Swatch. ^_^

Now you know why I said I fall in love again...haha...with my Gadget of course!! I dont need to worry about my other watch which was present to me from getting wet or scratches during sports anymore.

The Benefits beyond Recycling

2008-10-07T11:17:00.003+08:00

Guess what?!

A kilo of waste aluminium cans worth RM5.35!
A kilo of waste plastic worth RM 2.10!

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???!!!!! STARTS RECYCLE!!!! EARNING MONEY YET SAVING THE WORLD FOR YOUR KIDS FUTURE!!!!

Do u see the benefits now?? ;p

The Day I Fall in Love again...

2008-09-29T10:58:00.001+08:00

Hehe...stay tune. ^_^

Mulu trip (2) - The group

2008-09-26T11:26:00.009+08:00

How much fun we had during the trip? I guess photo speaks it all...there will be more photos coming up.

因为生活

2008-09-25T09:21:00.014+08:00

为老家的生活费，为了让孩子们可以过得好一些；她们离开了家园。

我所妙术的是一班我昨天在建筑地盘看到的印尼女工。她们在赤热的太阳下搬大石，做泥工。心里浮现莫名的心酸，觉得如果上天也看见此刻的画面是否也会开始怜惜她们呢？

总觉得若她们家境是好些的，谁也不想那么辛苦。对一个女人来说，美是多么的重要。但往往为了生活，她们舍下美的权利，为家而牺牲了。比较起来，我已经很幸福。

我站在原地看了好一阵子, 午餐时候到了。由于是Puasa，她们没吃，纷纷找了个地方坐下休息。其中一个，随手铺下张大塑胶带就爬着睡了。泪水轻轻在我眼眶打滚，静静不打扰的离开了。

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For the sake of family, they left their beloved home & came abroad.

I was at one of sites yesterday for joint valuation,I saw a group of female Indonesian workers carrying big stone & doing concreting. Suddenly felt pity to see them working underneath the hot sun. If God see this from above, will he too dishearten by the situation?

I was thinking, if their family are more well to do, they don't need to be there. Beauty is a pride & important for a women, but for them..they gave up their beauty for the sake of their love ones. The more i see them, i consider myself very fortunate for what i've now.

I stood there for awhile until it was lunch hour. Due to fasting month, all workers are not having their routine lunch. Instead they look for a place to sit down & rest. Again, i saw a lady; she took a torn plastic cover, placed it on the floor & slept. My eyes slowly with tears, i walk off quietly without disturbing her nap.